Irresistible Texting on Instagram: "You keep refreshing like maybe this time it’ll change. You stare at the screen. Nothing. You tell yourself to chill, put the phone down, focus on literally anything else. But your brain is already locked in. You’re not even waiting for a conversation anymore. You’re waiting for proof that you matter. That he thought about you. That you crossed his mind for even half a second. And what makes it worse is that you start judging yourself for caring. Why am I this